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RAGE, DREAMS, MYSELF, MY SOUL, HATE

Since these days the dateline of assignments is coming close… Talking about assignments, it wont be finished right away. Lagi2 org mcm aku yg pemalas GILORRR!!!! Dgn FYP yg stuck dekat Chapter 1 jer. Dengan x jumpa supervisornyer… dengan x de progress slps tu… dgn x proceed on Literature Review nye… ARGGGHHHH!!! KENAPA AKU NI MALAS SANGAT!!! Sekarang dgn other assignments also piling up! With I’m involving in a college project that right now I feel regret doing so though when my conscious mind came, it said it would give me a good experience… DAMN!!!!!!!!!! AT MY CURRENT STATE I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO SCREAM TO CURSE TO DO ALL THOSE MEAN STUFF!!!!! ARGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I AM SCREAMING IN MY HEART NOW!!!! THE ONLY THING THAT CONSOLING ME RIGHT NOW IS EVANESSENCE SONGS!!!! I feel this some sort of rage in me… rage towards everything. Rage towards myself. Rage towards people around me, more rage actually towards myself…. I AM SO FUCKING ANGRYYYY!!!!! I’M MAD TO MYSELF, M