Because I'm Alive... 살아있으니까...

Since these days the dateline of assignments is coming close… Talking about assignments, it wont be finished right away. Lagi2 org mcm aku yg pemalas GILORRR!!!! Dgn FYP yg stuck dekat Chapter 1 jer. Dengan x jumpa supervisornyer… dengan x de progress slps tu… dgn x proceed on Literature Review nye… ARGGGHHHH!!! KENAPA AKU NI MALAS SANGAT!!! Sekarang dgn other assignments also piling up! With I’m involving in a college project that right now I feel regret doing so though when my conscious mind came, it said it would give me a good experience… DAMN!!!!!!!!!! AT MY CURRENT STATE I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO SCREAM TO CURSE TO DO ALL THOSE MEAN STUFF!!!!! ARGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I AM SCREAMING IN MY HEART NOW!!!! THE ONLY THING THAT CONSOLING ME RIGHT NOW IS EVANESSENCE SONGS!!!! I feel this some sort of rage in me… rage towards everything. Rage towards myself. Rage towards people around me, more rage actually towards myself…. I AM SO FUCKING ANGRYYYY!!!!! I’M MAD TO MYSELF, M...

I know that it has been awhile I didn't update this blog. Before I knew it, we already here in 2011. We will never can catch up with the time... *sigh* It is approximately 6 months I didn't update my blog. Even this blog has updated it features a lot. I'm more comfortable with it now. Yeah lots of thing to talk about but I won't throw it all here. Before this I kinda in a decision making in what kind of blog I want to made with this blog. A personal blog, a solely kpop blog or what... Am I going to use English solely or mix it with my mother tongue language, Malay... what is the identity of this blog... (Actually it sorta give the resemblance of my identity too. What kind of person I am? but then that another story) What the hell... Screw all that. The more I think, the more it gave me head ache as it doesn't even an important thing. THIS BLOG IS MY BLOG. I'm going to write anything that I want as this is my blog... and I doubt if anyone ever read this blog... I...