Because I'm Alive... 살아있으니까...

This will be my first post of 2024.  In fact, January of 2024 will be ended soon in a couple of hours. For now, January has been treated me well. 😊 I kept talking about this but a new year bring me a lot of feelings.  Afraid, anxious, nervous, especially need to face the unknown.  Don't know what it'll bring to me.  Nonetheless, I'm looking forward to it excitedly. I want to embrace and welcoming it with an open hands.  Be it good or even the bad ones.  I want to be brave about it. It's a new year resolution.  Like a dragon year this year, I want to be brave compared to past years. cr: IU_winter at Twitter I've been jobless for years now.  Finally, on 3rd January, I had my 2nd interview and got through. Alhamdulillah. I'll begin my 1st day tomorrow, 1st February. I'm excited, nervous.  But again, I want to face it on bravely. Let's see what tomorrow will bring to me. In fact, recently before I started my job, I received quite a number of fre...

This was draft in January 2014 actually. Was planned to write this in January as welcoming the 2014 but then I kept postponing it... haha... that just me... keep postponing things. a bad habit that I really need to fix it to be a better person. As I'm writing this, it's already 4th of February now. Time flies so fast. I barely hang onto something as in I felt that I didnt do much during the time that has fly by. During the new year, I let out my feelings to my supervisor... on how I really think that the job I'm doing now is really not for me... after I have a heart to heart to her and be all honest to her, I kinda have this huge burden lift up from me. Felt so relieved in some sorta way... During that time, I keep pray and I read a lot of things on improving myself as a muslim first. I think that's the most important thing I have to do now. Luckily, during the time I try to find myself, the novel that I read, Ya Maulana, has helped me a lot during that ti...