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My Words / Madah



Life...

Life is just like that
Sometimes, you feel like it’s bored to live like this
Sometimes, you want to run away from this kind of life
Well, that’s life
Life that you just can’t run from
Instead of run, you deal with it
Is run the only answer for every questions???
Maybe yes and maybe no
Why must one have to deal with this kind of problem?
Why must one have to deal with this sort of ‘disasters’?
One have to get through the life that have been destined for them…
Get through with it then one can learn the true meaning of life..

Life - 인간 (In Gan), 16 February 2010 at 02:37 



Masquerade


Some people may have it 
Some may not
But I have
Probably few of it
Always wearing it

Every morning I wore one
The masquerade change from circumstances to circumstances
Those who didnt have to wear it
I'm jealous of them

Is masquerade really needed? 
I can't took it off somehow
Am I the only weirdo that wearing it? 

Oh masquerade... 
Somehow you are really useful
but 
I don't feel contented having to wear you

You're really helpful 
Yet I really want to take you off
Is it okay? 

I don't have that courage
to let you go

I dont know when I started wearing you
I myself didnt even realized it
oh... 
Thanks for always be there with me tho
this coward being

I dont have that courage 
To let them see me
That's why you're helpful
Thank you

I know 
Someday 
I have to eventually let you go
Until that time come
Always be a good companion to me



Masquerade - 인간 (In Gan), 10th October 2013, 2:07am

Goal

life requires goal
or maybe goals
since we human are greedy :P

goal
what's our goal to live on this world?
what's our goal after graduate?
what's our goal after we married?
what's our goal after we have family?
what's our goal in our career?
goal...

questions that keep circling me
what is my life goal?
what is my career goal?
am I happy after I reached all of these goals?
does goal affecting our life so much?

i'm not that greedy
or i'm not that ambitious
but people said to be successful you need to be ambitious
then, what's the definition of successful then?
is having a lot of knowledge is considered successful?
is having one great career is considered successful?
is having good skill that we major in is considered successful?
is having a lot of money is considered successful?

are all of these the criteria to be successful?
if ever one of this is reached am I being considered as successful?
will i be happy if I am successful with all of these?

success
too abstract
reality said, money make you a successful and happy person in this world
me
nope

there's more to it
there's more to just being successful in terms of materials
there's just more to it
there's more on this road
there's more on the side road of this road
there's more to it

i just need to find it

Goal - 인간 (In Gan), 28th February 2014, 1:32am

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