Because I'm Alive... 살아있으니까...

which one to start first? hmmm.... let's just start dgn concentration... Concentration, 집중 i dont know why but this thing is so hard for me lately. as usual, having a internet obsession... cant seem to put my mind at the right place to do work instead. OTL my fyp still berada di awang-awangan. this is the 2nd FYP. it's already 3rd week, and i didnt meet with my supervisor yet. dont want to make the same mistake like last semester yet i didnt have the high determination to make it... OTL i know the solution is within me. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ wish me luck in finding my priority and the determination in me.... InsyaAllah... :( Julia This is about kru produksi drama Julia yg sedang ditayangkan kat TV3 slot Akasia, setiap ptg tu. okay, speak malay jap lol XD aku x tau pun sebenarnya ada drama ni. skali tgk la Kak JC duk tweet2 kat my t-line using the hashtag #Julia. was just okay until tetiba ada org sentap and mensi terus kak JC. rupa2nya org tu turn out to be one of kru produk...

Since most of my biases are making a comeback this month. TVXQ, SPICA, RANIA Awesome! spazz here and there but since college internet line not so good, thus, spazzing was just so-so. but still cool. SPICA (I'll Be There) At first, after listening and watched their MV, not really feeling anything cause their concept this time kinda like 90s style... but after listening to their live comeback at Music Bank, totally fall for it. AWESOME! With their flawless vocals, seriously awesome! SPICA's I'll Be There MV RANIA (Style) This time around RaNia collaborating with YG to produce their comeback song. Apparently since YG owe a lot with RaNia's CEO, thus he help them to repay him. Yang Hyun Suk revealed to be the producer behind RaNia’s comeback The song was cool but indeed it sound a bit like what 2NE1 will sing but at least for me it's better than Pop Pop Pop. I like this one better. It kinda sad that they're only coming back as 5 member sans J...

Yesterday I went to Berjaya Times Square for Jung Ilwoo's fanmeet in Malaysia brought by Holika Holika. Was just an impromptu invite from my friend... and i was like it has been awhile since I went to Berjaya Times Square anyway so why not? then I was just, "JOM" >_< Hence, I met up with my friend at Time Square. the event start at 2PM. at first we was just wandering around at the registering table then we realize, only those that have the sticker can enter, thus giving up, we decide to just watch him from the 1st level instead... we went for lunch first. was having a Japanese Terayaki Beef Bento for the lunch XD yummy ^^ then we just stand at the G level to see the stage at LG level. it's okay tho it's far as long as I can see him. Almost 2pm, the event start with a Gangnam Style dance performance. the song kinda overrated to me actually but since it is korean related, it's fine... we all still jamming to it tho :D then, the guy entered after th...

Woke up late today and was wondering nak buat FYP ke tidak... okay, bukak laptop, apa sumer... seperti biasa, kalau dah bukak laptop, it's not on project or any of kerja sekolah or any study things that i should've been done... LOLXD Stuck at the internet and all kpop stuff until now.... =___= this is me... M disease has spread to the whole body... dont know why... /ledeepsigh I know I should have start my work now... but seriously dont know where to start first... huhuhuhu Semoga aku diberi penerang hati untuk kurangkan sifat malas ini dan lebihkan fokus pada kerja aku... 집중... that's what i need... huhu wish me luck >_<

Was just feeling like writing something since I'm all alone at the lab right now New semester have begun Should have been my last semester actually However, frankly speaking, I'm not sure if it's my last :) my CGPA still not at 3 yet  /sigh I know I know, it's my fault anyway since i always like play around and not pay a full attention in my study dont know if this ever happen to anyone but right after I entered 2nd year, I kinda was just like "let's just finish this"  I felt that I've lost my passion except passion for korea things (ie, drama, kpop, etc -_-)  this bad habits really bad idk why sometimes it make me wonder, is this what i really want? was it really ever been thing that i want in the first place? idk like before, let's just finish this tho i'm thinking of let's just finishing this, i still want to at least finishing it in a good way This last semester, i really hope that i can really achieve what i want...