Because I'm Alive... 살아있으니까...

So today is 28th February 2014 Alhamdulillah, I've been let by Him to live until this end of February :) well, this post gonna be another rant about myself on things that revolve around me. work... life... thoughts... As I'm writing this post, I'm still listening to Hunger Games OST. well, still in Hunger Games withdrawal syndrome :P I opened my email just now. work email. I used to tell myself before. If ever I'll working later, I should separate my work and private life. Once I'm at home, you shouldn't touch your work stuff. well, reality strike me. you have to bother it no matter what. so I opened my work email. yeah, a BUG in omega/production. something that I already tested and already passed it. since I'm the tester who passed it, so the responsibility is/was on me. It just shown I'm not doing a good job of it. LOW PERFORMANCE level. yep. it's haunting me back. when I think I'm strong enough, then, it's haunting ...

So I bought The Hunger Games Trilogy book set and it arrived at my house on 5th February 2014. Then my book reading journey of this trilogy begins and last night or was it today, 22nd of February 2014, I finished all three books.  So it took me all 17 days to finish all 3 books. well since most of the time I read this book is when during my way to work and got back from work, in the train and bus.  These books has accompany me for all these 17 days.

Last Saturday, I was wake up quite early lol usually weekends it's hard for me to wake up early :P well, I woke up early cause I had an early sleep the night before. Do my 1-week laundry :P then, reading my Hunger Games book the 1st book. since I just bought the books :) was planning to go karaoke actually. with my mum went to Klang with my grandpa here and there, my plan was postponing until 2pm. After Zohor. After my mum got back from Klang, me and my 2 younger sisters are ready to go already. we went to Plaza Alam Sentral's K-Bintang Karaoke place. before that, we went to buy the cloth for making our this year Baju Raya. Buy some cloths at Nagoya. cause us about 100++ it's okay... it's for Raya anyway. it was still on sales too.. my mum bought hers, my 2 younger sisters and I paid for my another sisters. the cloths are quite pretty too :) Then, after that we went to the karaoke place. I paid for 1 and half hours. I belted 6 Ziana Zain songs to lepa...

This was draft in January 2014 actually. Was planned to write this in January as welcoming the 2014 but then I kept postponing it... haha... that just me... keep postponing things. a bad habit that I really need to fix it to be a better person. As I'm writing this, it's already 4th of February now. Time flies so fast. I barely hang onto something as in I felt that I didnt do much during the time that has fly by. During the new year, I let out my feelings to my supervisor... on how I really think that the job I'm doing now is really not for me... after I have a heart to heart to her and be all honest to her, I kinda have this huge burden lift up from me. Felt so relieved in some sorta way... During that time, I keep pray and I read a lot of things on improving myself as a muslim first. I think that's the most important thing I have to do now. Luckily, during the time I try to find myself, the novel that I read, Ya Maulana, has helped me a lot during that ti...