Because I'm Alive... 살아있으니까...

So I just finished watching this movie just now. since it's still fresh, felt like want to write something about it now. this is the synopsis of the movie from wikipedia

I really have a problem... 잘 모르는 문제.... 그런가? what i want in me? how to make what i want be real? lack of passion on everything except entertainment things... i think that's me.. lack of concentration... i really think that i'm the one that my own life hard... working with someone, the guidelines are theirs and never yours... even tho you do have what you want to do, 네 맘데로 못해... 항상 다른 사람 길은 따라해야지 만약에 this is what you want to do, 그냥 해... 근데 그거는 못해... 왜? 왜 못해? that's cause you decide you cant right? 사실 the more people say cant, the more you want it right? 그런 인간이야... 인간 인생이 왜 이렇게 복잡해? 나만 인생인까? 항상 싫어 싫어하다가.. 아직도 아무것도 been done... you have like practically 3 days before 1 year with them... day by day... it feels like anytime... it can be your time to be 잘랐어... 항상 불한했어... is my time will go? no matter how good you are, how talented you are... you're just a worker... 넌 boss 아니잖아...

Since we still in March and I'm in a mood of writing so not going to postponed again, I decided to write tonight. Got a few of Review posts that I planned to write actually.  so going to start with this post first.  I'll be writing this in Malay (a bit rojak la hehe :D )  instead since it's a bout Malay movies :)  -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

It's 4:56 am right now. Cant sleep. Still feeling the concert hype ;D I want to write this down since it still practically fresh in my mind right now.