Because I'm Alive... 살아있으니까...

Today took an MC because I had a migrain. Yesterday was really painful with the train was delayed and so many people. Had a quite sleep time. Today also IU released her new repackaged album with 2 new songs. One is See You on Friday and another one is Crayon. She composed and wrote herself the See You on Friday song. Indeed IU. When I listened to the chorus, I was thinking hmmm... Where did I used to listened to this song? Hmm... Was it from the teaser? But there were no any teaser tho. Then, suddenly remembered that it was actually from the song that she leaked at Aion Live Concert lol XD The 1분  1초 song XD http://m.bgmstore.net/view/pqLPt Finally LOEN released the song officially. :) I'm so happy. I heard that the song was recorded back in February but only now it was released. It's ok. As long as it was released now. The MV was quite a bittersweet storyline but IU and the model is so sweet. The kiss scene looks so cute and sweet too. Their scene is ju...

이 못난 사람이... 보여줄게... InsyaAllah...

I actually encounter who she is from a friend of mine that ask how she was doing for Reply 1994 since I watched the drama. At first, I didnt really know who she is. I did some Wiki-ing and Naver-ing about her. Only then, I know who she is. Her real name is Im So Eun. D.O.B: 7th October 1996. a year older than my 16th years old sister (damn... I feel old >.< ) Debuted on August, 2013. one of the reason I attracted to her was when I saw her in this one blog in naver. She was MC-ing a GomTV show... kinda remind me of IU's early rookie days when she was MC-ing for GomTV show also. I searched for her debut song. not bad.... It's about high school sound to it... well since she's young and still in her teens, this concept suit her well.... I found few of her covering songs...  She really has that good voice.... but... maybe she's still young she still lack in the emotion part....  Maybe in future she'll be improve much better. Figh...

It's the first post in November. Hello November :) it has been awhile. this time around, I wont write things that are depressing or whatsoever. Last Sunday, I decided to watch the recommended kdrama that my sis keep nagging to me to watch. She said that this drama really good. I was keep postponing to watch it and until last Sunday that I decided to watch it. It took me 2 and half days to finished it lol XD It has been awhile I didnt do things like this after I started working. Barely have time for other things lol then I was just like 'Whatever' to whole work things and do my marathon on this drama no matter what hahahaha XD A bit of synopsis from wiki-drama: A thriller courtroom drama with fantasy and romantic comedy elements. It will depict the story of Jang Hye Sung ( Lee Bo Young ), a bold, sassy, thick-faced, comical, and materialistic public defender who becomes a lawyer after overcoming poverty and painful memories from her childhood, comes to re...

오늘 진짜 내 싫은 날인가봐... 너무 싫어... 너무 미워... 너무 스트레스트... 내 눈물이... 게속.... 슬퍼... 아이유의 싫은 날 노래가, 오늘 내 노래다...  내 인생은 너무 가식... 내 삶은 인생은 내꺼가 아닌것같아... 부모님인가... 할머니인가... 할아버지인가... 동생들인가...   느낌이 내꺼 아님...  난 나무 우울것같아...  님이... 대단한 사람이 알아...  완벽 주의자니까...  말이가... 제가 너무 부담것같아..  제 마음이 안좋아... 근데 이 입이, "좋아" "이해한다"  항상 웃어... 가식한 어색한 웃어...  제가 용기가 없다... 자신감도 너무 약해...  제가 너무 약해인가봐... 인생이 왜 이렇게 부담스럽게???  왜? 왜? 왜?  쉬운 인생은 없다... 그것도 내가 알아...  자유럽게 살고싶다... to express all of this to someone, 내 성격이가... 어렵다...  재가 울어하면 혼자다...  울어 모습이 is not for others...  Ya Allah... tenangkanlah hati ini... Kau hilangkanlah kegelisahan ini...  Kau gantikanlah dengan perasaan bahagia...  it's sad that everytime I want to update this blog, it is always on bad things...  haishh...  My condition really 위험... i know that...  but wri...

yes it's already June 2013. it almost 3 month that i have start my work as a Junior QA Engineer in a local IT company. at the first month, it's pretty hard for me to take on everything. i felt so stress that i actually cried almost every morning. thinking should i just quit. why do i have to continue my work here? I always pray. made Solat Istiqharah too asked Allah to help me in making decision. Always discuss the same thing with my mum. everytime I prayed to Him, somehow the answer will always to just stay. somehow my heart also open up to it. I was actually in conflict whether i should work or just help my mum with her rising business. in the end, i just made my decision to just stay with this work and help my mum as my part time. Every person in this world usually have their own reason why they're working. Some people because they wants to earn money for their family. However, for me, right now, my main reason is just want to learn. I want to learn this kn...

Semalam aku melaksanakan tugas aku sbg rakyat Malaysia. tugas untuk memilih siapa yg aku mahukan untuk menerajui pentadbiran Malaysia ni. byk ketidakpuashati berlaku. isu2 seperti pengundi bangla, blackout dsbg. disebabkan aku x berada di tempat yg berlaku semua perkara tersebut, so I wont comment much. I just read what people spread on the net. However, my prinsip, internet bknlah sumber 100% fakta. byk pihak blh manipulasi. aku pun blh upload all kind of videos, tulis skit, org share, bende tu terus jadi viral. tanpa selidik apa2 kalau bende tu betul, bettullah, tp kalau x, bende tu x psl2 jd fitnah. what more i can say now is, FB is like a nest of all kind of rumors or information that there's no solid prove of it that being shared just because it suit with that person preference, views or preference. this PRU13 also shows a lot of races sentiment being arise. not just from other races but from malays themselves. personally i dont really agree with the races sentim...

it already March now.... I'm officially 23rd years old... I really should looking for job now.... tho it's not official but i actually already completed my study... yeah aku fail dlm cuba utk menaikkan cgpa kpd 3... so I'm a 2 pointer graduates... sure the competition agak tinggi... hence no calling for any interview yet.... aku dah finish my one month training with HP for the software testing just to add on my specs... i know i'm not a good students with awesome results and other specs... but again... life is too precious for me just to live in despair and all.... i believe life is more than that... i know life can offer lots of things that I just never know yet... yeterday i came back from a business seminar by Bryan Gan. i see a lot of potential in it... my mum actually has business that definitely has potential if it's marketted well... I'm thinking of helping her... i just hope with his road is the best road/path for me... who knows... :) gott...

sbnrnye tau byk dlm bhs title post ni, is hard.  it's better x tau dari tau.... kalau bhs malaysia or bhs inggeris, kite blh tau kutuk2nye apa sume kan. bhs yg kat atas tu pun me tau gak...  knowing is bad.... is really bad especially if you're like making yourself like a fool.  그래. aku gne this thing yg aku tau diam2 je la.  gne diam2 lagi bgs.  too much nnti jd koreaboo.  Bahasa Malaysia jugaklah yg terbaik walaupun mostly bende yg aku tulis kat dlm blog ni rojak dan pasar hahahahaha XD tp inilah bhs plg aku comfortable. well, it's your mother tongue mira, what do you expect??? duh! -___- Bhs inggeris pun bile aku ckp, still merangkak-rangkak gak... bila tulis bajet pro la... hahahahahhaah XD Korea tu... tau2 sendiri jer la. Knowing too much is not good for your health. especially the one that will bother you and will make your self-esteem go low. >.> okay, done dgn hal bhs2 ni.  next, member dah start cari keje dah? 헐! -...

it's the first day of 2013. My resolution for this year simple. Hope this year is better than last year and I hope I can master driving on rode in this year >_< I actually still scared to actually drive on the rode... I dont know what I'm afraid of, but it kinda make me overwhelmed to actually control a vehicle(?) idk huhuhuhu.... since all car in my house is in manual state, i feels like there is a lot of things to handle when I'm driving huhuh... anyway, this is one of my new year resolution >.< today is D-DAY. Finally today, SME released Girls' Generation comeback song, I Got A Boy. at first, I was so 멘붕 or mental collapsed because of this song. First time listening to it, it feels like 987662 songs in one. It's the first time I cant say that I love it straight away. Usually, for most of SOSHI's song, I actually love it straight away after I listened to it. Like The Boys. with The Boys, most of people dont like it the moment they listen...