Because I'm Alive... 살아있으니까...

This would be my 4th post in 2015 and it's already in November haha... I guess I'm not really in the mood of updating this blog most of the time... Now, I still want to update on this blog tho cause this blog have most of the things that I wrote for the past 7 years.. it have a lot of my memories here... despite not being able update it on regularly, I definitely doesnt want to throw it away... when I was thinking whether I should just start a new blog or something, I reminded myself back my 2008 post, the innocence me that I posted in this blog... as long as blogspot is still alive, this blog will always be here :) 2015 I've watched a lot... and a lot of korean dramas... the old one, the new one... etc... Korean Dramas that I've watched in 2015:

It has been so much awhile lol Last I updated this blog was January of 2015 and that was like 6 months ago hahaha [Contains SPOILER of the drama] I dont want to rant about my life with this post but I want to post on the recent completed drama I watched which is called Producer (KBS, 2015) The synopsis or plot of this drama from AsianWiki

Yesterday I was in Korean Movies mood. So I apparently watched 3 movies lol Suddenly doesnt want to watch k-drama and now that drama is still on hold hehe I start with A Werewolf Boy or 늑대 소년. A 2012 movie. It has been awhile I want to watch this movie but didnt got the chance to watch it and now finally I got the chance to. Okay, a bit of synopsis about the movie from Asianwiki.

It's already 2015 now. Without I even realized, it has been 7 years since I created my personal blog here. I was supposedly to update this blog on the 1st of January or something but then it got hold on until now, 10th of January... like my motto as always... better late than never.

Today.... really feel exhausted after following my mum to here and there... After 30 days quitting from my job, today it totally draining out my energy... However, somehow... I think i just shouldnt or dont have the right to actually complained or talked about it because if I'm exhausted then my mum who's the one that driving and half plus of my age must be much much much more exhausted... So cant really say anything... I just have to endure it. My sister also require something from me.... Which make me feel so guilty if i didnt do it... So... my last resort is... 꼭 참아... 넌 할수있어... 이젠 끝까지야돼...

Today I finished a manhwa that I started to read last 2 days. It was so good that it just made me to finished it all. this is my first time reading this manhwa (a korean manga). my first time that i actually finished all of the chapters. the plot just strike me to finish it all. Hyunbin lead a really sad life. it's really good that despite of all that she's actually loved by lots of people and despite there are still lots of people that taking advantage of her as well... tho personally the ending looks quite rush so... it's definitely not boring hehe The messages that it being potray was quite god as well The message of LIFE. People that take life for granted and people the took life so preciously. It's sad and it just engraved in me. It have it's happiness also... The life of Seo Hyunbin, Lee Yoonha, Chun Birak, Ja Chiho, Tae Gahyun and even Yun Yaeha. These characters in this manhwa really teach me a lot. My first finished manhwa, Love In The Mask, 가면속...

New beginning... I'm going to leave the company that I'm currently working... This 30th September going to be my last... I decided to help my mum with her business... Tho sometimes I do feels the uncertainty... but somehow deep inside me, I want to walk that route... that uncertainty route just to see what it can offer me... that road or route may probably be full of thorns, glasses or things that will hurt and harm me... However, my feeling is so strong asking me to still walk there... InshaAllah this route may show me other great things that this world can offer me... only He knows anyway, so I belief in that... He knows best... Allah will lead the way... InshaAllah... I want to learn other things... InshaAllah, He'll let me learn... May He make me strong during this learning process... InshaAllah :)

It has been awhile I didnt wrote a review on a movie. last time was my March post. these days I finally can catching up some movies and it really fun :) most of the time, I'm just too lazy to write one but I guess not this time. I'm so eager to write on Cloud Atlas since it still quite fresh in my mind for like 10 minutes now XD I'm a big sci-fi movies fan. At first I was thinking to watch Everywhen (2013) movie but then I just made a decision to watch Cloud Atlas instead cause I've downloaded this movie for quite sometime but still not watching it yet. Okay some synopsis on this movie from imdb,

Asalamualaikum... Dah lama x update sini... perasaan nak update mmg ada tp tu la... malas pun ada, semua ada la... ada jer bende yg menghalang nye >.< Sekarang tgh ada feel nak menulis, tu la yg menulis ni... first skali nak citer. I already broke the news to my supervisor... like yep, this is definitely my decision that I'm going to take. InshaAllah after solat istikharah yg telah dibuat, perasaan lebih berat kepada teruskan.. and somehow, ianya lebih jelas dari sebelum ini... Alhamdulillah... dan harapnya Allah permudahkan segala - galanya... Walaupun tadi ayah ada juga cakap yg he prefer for me to kerja dgn orang lg... because I already have degree... bila bincang balik dgn my sister td, dia pun cakap, "apa-apa pun, ni hidup kau... kau yg kena buat keputusan yg mana kau rasa terbaik untuk kau. ayah punye perspektif, sbb kau dah hbs duit belajar semua, so he prefer you to get a monthly wages... stable... tp kalau kau ada bende lain nak buat, ko kene prove kat ...

So I just finished watching this movie just now. since it's still fresh, felt like want to write something about it now. this is the synopsis of the movie from wikipedia